That's our little prince!
People asked us what we were going to name our kids. We had them picked out for years. And we took a lot of time and thought into it. From the Bible days, people named their children strong names...something that ended up saying a lot about those children. People didn't name their kids randomly...it was a big deal. Your name says a lot about you! So - we named him Caleb Isaac for a reason...
Caleb - I had this name for years now. I always loved the story of Caleb from the Bible. If you don't know the story (because not everyone does), God had promised Moses that the Israelites would be led into the Promised Land. The Israelites sent 12 spies into the land to check out who was there and develop strategies to defeat them. Well one of those spies was Caleb! When they came back, all of them except for Caleb and Joshua came back with a very negative report. They expressed fear and said there were giants and didn't trust that they could do it! But Caleb (and Joshua) trusted in his God enough because look at what happened with the Red Sea (come on now...how can you not trust in God after you see that?!). He had faith that even though they were bigger, they would defeat the enemies and still be able to settle in the land God had promised. He was faithful! And because of his faithfulness, only Joshua, Caleb, and the younger generation were allowed to go in. And I just found his faith so amazing and right on with what I want from my own boy! I want my son to be so close and so faithful to God all his life. I pray that Todd and I will instill that in him!
Isaac - We originally were going with another middle name. But it was changed when I first found out I was pregnant with him. As you have read, I had a couple of negative tests, and so when I took the last test, I didn't think it would be positive. In fact, I only saw one line at first. But then...there was the 2nd line. And I laughed. I mean it - I was laughing so hard because it was just AMAZING! I was laughing because after all those fertility treatments, God did it on His own! And I found myself relating to Sarah from the Bible from a different perspective. She was very old to have a child and she laughed at the thought of having a son (even though God promised). I also had my moments of doubt and laughed at the idea because the only thing I experienced was pain (losing at least one child) and then struggling to get pregnant. But then - when it happened, all I could do was laugh and say "Wow you got me God!" We laugh because He gave us this beautiful little boy out of the heartache and pain. And I truly believe, our son (wow so awesome to say that) will live up to his name. He will bring us laughter. That I am sure!
So our dear, sweet Caleb Isaac is coming! And we are most thankful for him this year! Seriously - I haven't even met him face to face and looked into his eyes, and we are in love with this sweet boy. He is our little prince! This year has been such a crazy ride, and there have been joyous moments and a lot of hard times too! But, it was just so fitting to end the year knowing we were having a baby boy and starting 2014 with a bang!
And if there is anything I can say as we say goodbye to 2013 and welcome in 2014 - appreciate all the moments and never give up on your dreams! Never!
I wish all of you a wonderful and blessed 2014!
Love,
Todd, Sarah, and Caleb :)